December till now..

During life you don't expect to encounter things that you hear or see. Such as moving in with your boyfriend at the age of 18. Or moving out of his house and into a friends house but a few months later you move out because her boyfriend moved in. Well thankfully you didn't have to go through that pain, I did. I'm not saying I disliked it, it was a nice adventure to live. I worked at JC Penney's as a photographer and my friend worked at a dinner show as a photographer as well. We would work to make about $130-150 every two weeks and spend it all the night we got it. What did we care? We didnt have any bills that needed to be paid, no rent, no moeny needed to feed ourselves. But something i should have realized before making the plan to quit my job is that I should have saved that money so i would be able to atleast get the important people in my life some Christmas gifts. But they understood. That job was just not working out for me. The last month I was there I didnt work a day. I was always on back up and they didnt need me. So I left. Well after all this I moved in with my boyfriend. His mother and I had found a nice big house that we just adored and we got it on December 1, 2012. Not two weeks after her brother and his family of 7 move in. Now when I say nice big house I mean just for three people..not ten and 7 animals. My boyfriend and I were miserable. I became depressed and very unhappy and took it out on any living person. I quite honestly didnt care. I wanted them out and out fast. I would tell my boyfriend we needed to go to this place and that place just to get out of the house. There would be yelling arguements every other week about the stupidest things. Well after two months of living with us they moved out. So after all the depression, the stomach flu, the lice, the dirty house and quite frankly the neasty people we had our house back. And I havent stopped cleaning yet. I also have two cats. They are a little under a year old and I honestly think one is pregnant. They didnt care if she got out while she was in heat..and now I'm the one dealing with it. We also have a puppy. And let me tell you, taking care of a puppy is hard. Her name is Ellie, she a border collie mixed with a lab, (my boyfriend thinks german shepard but she has no shepard attributes). She's a big, big, baby. Having to pick up after her is a tedious job. Her doggie companions recently left so she has been depressed but she has gotten better. She has learned how to come and get us to let her outside and she has learned 'sit' and 'down'. She likes to sleep right between myself and my boyfriend. And right now i dont mind since it has been cold as of late. My grandmother recently passed away. I like to view it as she didnt leave us, she's just making sure our reservations are ready for when we come up or cross over or whatever happens to us. I went and visited her for the last time for Christmas, and she barely remembered me..But I know she is in a better place and that she remembers me from the first moment she saw me.