A Lost Angel

One week ago yesterday my cat had a litter of kittens, as you all saw. Well on Tuesday of this past week the little little girl passed away. It was a bit heart crushing because I tried so hard to keep her alive. I even picked out a name for her. Elise, little sweet Elise. Well I had 10$ and I went out and got some things for her to bury her in. So now she is in kitty heaven playing with all the yarn she could dream of and drinking all the milk.Aaron, my boyfriend, got attached to her as well and made her a head stone using a Yugioh card named Brave Cat, which she was.

Week 15- Aged beauty

Every time I read a prompt I try and think of the endless amount of things I could do. This week was quite easy in my opinion. Recently my grandmother passed away and I got her scarves and handkerchiefs  which are beautiful and old, and some other things of hers. That's what I wanted to use. All I had to do was wait for the perfect lighting since I wanted to do it outside. But living in the "sunshine" state while it wants to rain didn't provide me with the perfect lighting. Till last night when the sun was setting.

Enjoy~

Week 14-Up close!

SO this week I knew exactly what I was going to do for up close pictures. But today, April 6, 2013 my kitty, Issis, went into labor. It was all kind of sudden to. I have been looking up all sorts of information about pregnant cats, cats going into labor, cats in labor, and Issis must not of read any of it because she did nothing that the information told me.
      I was watching an anime when I happened to look back at her and she was panting. I looked at Aaron and told him, she's panting. He rushes into our room and gets the blankets we had set aside for her and brings them into the guest room where i called Issis into. The moment she started to get comfy she started contracting. Now me, I was the excited one calling everyone I knew to tell them that she was going into labor. The first one was the hardest for her to squeeze out but she did it. Cutest lil guy ever too. Time passes and he wasn't nursing, so I'm freaking out (it was just me and Aaron home at the time, neither of us knew what we were doing). I was trying to nurse him and he wasn't taking, and here is Issis pushing out the second one. So they both starting nursing....after the 7th kitten came sloshing out of her.
    We were expecting 3-4, not 7!
 But let me tell you, they are the cutest lil guys and girls ever. So here is to Close up! Kitten faces and just plain ole kitten cuteness!

 

Week 13~

Faith, when I saw that this weeks promt was the word faith I knew exactly what I wanted to do. I have faith in my friends family, pets and my future. First off my friends. I have faith that they will stay there for me. Now I'm not talking about the ones I meet and talk to once a year. No, I mean the ones I talk to every single day. The ones I go to with my problems and vise versa. I have two of those. It use to be one till another walked into my life. First is Rachel. She is my other half, the twin I was seperated from at birth. She is an amazing girl who I share everything with. We do some of the most craziest things together. Like going to Walmart at 1 in the morning and staying there till 4. Yes we did do that..quite often..I honestly don't know if I would be where I am today without her. Next is Misty. She just recently became my next best friend. She is just so amazing. She is so hyper and lovable. She keeps trying to get me to sing at kareokee, which is going to take a long time. I've only known her for a few weeks and she's already such a big part of my life. Okee so next would be family, I will start with my boyfriend..he's technically family. I have faith in him that he will stay by me and always love me. We have been together for 2 1/2 years now. We have had our ups and downs but are still together and I hope that it will stay that way. We are crazy together. He is an amazing cook and he always makes me help him, which I don't mind in the long run. next is my brother. He is always there when I need to rant. We are so alike it scares me sometimes. But I know he will always be there for me when I need him. Next in my family line is my parents. Now I have to have faith in them. I mean they are my parents. I will always have faith in them that they will be there for me if I need somewhere to live if the time ever comes or if I need advice or love or money. :} I will always love my parents and I know they will always love me. They have to...they made me.. Okee, now you are probly wondering why faith in my pets. Well it is almost time for my little kitty to give birth, she's literally about to pop. I have faith that she will be a good mommy and that Iva will be a good aunty to the little kritters. And then last but not least faith in my future because if I didn't I would go nowhere with life..

Week 11- The Possibilities are Endless

So I have a lot of things I'm really into. But I couldn't narrow it done to anything as the wire plires. So I thought about it and thought, my hands. With my hands I could do nothing. With them I have an endless amount of possibilites. They help me with my photography, with my make up, with my video directing and script writing. They help me with writing stories, they help me with everything. so without them I would probably not be where I am now, writing this post and explaining to you how useful my hands are to me.

Week 10: All Bundeled Up~

So for this week I knew what I was going to do when I first read the email. This past weekend I went to visit my parents and while out my mother got me a puzzle. A 1000 piece puzzle. I thought, no biggie, I can do this...Well after a week I'm just now about half way done and let me tell you it wasn't easy. My cats like to jump up and destroy it. Speaking of my cats, one of them is pregnant. I feel bad because it is like a 13 year old girl getting pregnant. But it is now unavoidable. If I could sue the person who let her out, I would. When I first started to notice a change in her I knew she was pregnant but everyone was denying it. She should be due in about 3 weeks. You can already feel the little guys inside her. Though I'm worried because she's so young there is a possibility of the kittens being stillborns, deformed or die within a few days of being born. Or worse my baby could die. So I'm hoping for the best. And ofcourse there will be pictures of kittens up if they are healthy lil creatures.

Week 9, knock, knock, knock!

The challenge for this week was doors. Open doors, closed doors, broken doors, just doors. For this challenge I decided to draw my doors. This first one is for my favorite tv show. Doctor Who. Its the Tardis door, for those of you who don't know. The Tardis was the Doctors space ship. I kept messing up on it but this third time I didn't want to restart. So I just erased and went with it. This door leads to many opportunities in life. Be it fantasy, still an amazing adventure that ensues there after going through the door. My second door is the one I created myself. I didn't really know what to do so I just started drawing. The flowers on the door are blue roses, my favorite flower/rose. The yellow on the top is a sun. I always like to have a bright look on life and to keep moving forward no matter the situation. The red in the corners is just there cause red is one of my favorite colors. Then the faces are there because even though there are sad and happy times in my life there is always a door leading me to my next big adventure.

Week 8 Monochromatic

Ok so this first photo is of my kitty, Iva. She's so easy to photograph since her fur is a light color, but since shes already gray it was sort of a challenge since it didn't look much different. So after taking a picture I edited it to where the focal point was her ruby nose and everything else was black and white. The next one is still her. Her face is what pops out to me. It looks like she is giving me a 'Really mom, another picture...don't you have anythnig better to do than take pictures of me?' face. And the last one is of a sunflower from my grandparents house. A bee was sleeping (if they do that) on it so I snapped the picture. I liked how it looked with the sepia tones instead of black and white. It actually makes it look like an old picture.

Sling Shot Adventure

So lets see. Today was amazing. Melonie and I first went out to take care of getting our car tagged so we could start driving places. Then we went and took care of some errands. But it didn't get better till later tonight. We went out to eat at Pollo Tropical. Which was amazing, like always. Then off to Old Town Kissimmee we went. It's like a historic shopping center with rides. Well one of the rides there was called slingshot....which unfortunatly my boyfriend, Aaron, wanted to go on to, and of course he convinced me to go on. Never been so terrified in my life...besides going on Tower of Terror, hate that ride. Well anyways it's what the name says. It slings you up high in the air and back down and up and down and up and down. And they record you doing this. So afterwords I told Aaron that he must go and get photos done with me. The kind of photos where you dress up in old style fashion. Well he wasn't too happy about that but whatever. I let him pick which style we did. He ofcourse picked Gangster. I told the guy what we wanted and he had me sign my name so he could call me back when they were ready. Now I had to undress for my costume. Let me tell you...I learned how not to breath for about 15-20 minutes. Aaron quite enjoyed the view, my breast being on display in my outfit. As we were paying the guy told us he would hook us up and give us an extra one, I told Aaron it was because of my breasts...breasts get you things. After all this my friend Rachel invited me over for some cheesecake. Which was just AMAZING! So all in all today was just fantastic.

Bus God

So today was quite interesting. I learned that my dog has separation anxiety, that government buildings are closed on presidents day, that praying to the bus god actually works. Yes I said bus god. While I was out with my boyfriends mom waiting for the bus I happen to notice something in the ground that piked my interest. It was a bead that I wanted to use as a prop. So I was looking for therest of them. And Melonie, my boyfriends mom, said people are going to think I'm praying to the bus god being on all fours like that. I sat back on the bench as she was saying this and then the sarcastic me feel to my knees, threw my hands up in the air and yelled to the sky, "Oh bus god, please come!". About five minutes later the bus came..so all in all I had a good day...till I come home to find Ellie had chewed apart one of my composition books..I was not in the least bit happy about that. I have also decided that I will start putting my short stories together in one book. It would be a booster to maybe write an actual book. Well till next time, I'm going to watch Fantastic Four. Tootles~

December till now..

During life you don't expect to encounter things that you hear or see. Such as moving in with your boyfriend at the age of 18. Or moving out of his house and into a friends house but a few months later you move out because her boyfriend moved in. Well thankfully you didn't have to go through that pain, I did. I'm not saying I disliked it, it was a nice adventure to live. I worked at JC Penney's as a photographer and my friend worked at a dinner show as a photographer as well. We would work to make about $130-150 every two weeks and spend it all the night we got it. What did we care? We didnt have any bills that needed to be paid, no rent, no moeny needed to feed ourselves. But something i should have realized before making the plan to quit my job is that I should have saved that money so i would be able to atleast get the important people in my life some Christmas gifts. But they understood. That job was just not working out for me. The last month I was there I didnt work a day. I was always on back up and they didnt need me. So I left. Well after all this I moved in with my boyfriend. His mother and I had found a nice big house that we just adored and we got it on December 1, 2012. Not two weeks after her brother and his family of 7 move in. Now when I say nice big house I mean just for three people..not ten and 7 animals. My boyfriend and I were miserable. I became depressed and very unhappy and took it out on any living person. I quite honestly didnt care. I wanted them out and out fast. I would tell my boyfriend we needed to go to this place and that place just to get out of the house. There would be yelling arguements every other week about the stupidest things. Well after two months of living with us they moved out. So after all the depression, the stomach flu, the lice, the dirty house and quite frankly the neasty people we had our house back. And I havent stopped cleaning yet. I also have two cats. They are a little under a year old and I honestly think one is pregnant. They didnt care if she got out while she was in heat..and now I'm the one dealing with it. We also have a puppy. And let me tell you, taking care of a puppy is hard. Her name is Ellie, she a border collie mixed with a lab, (my boyfriend thinks german shepard but she has no shepard attributes). She's a big, big, baby. Having to pick up after her is a tedious job. Her doggie companions recently left so she has been depressed but she has gotten better. She has learned how to come and get us to let her outside and she has learned 'sit' and 'down'. She likes to sleep right between myself and my boyfriend. And right now i dont mind since it has been cold as of late. My grandmother recently passed away. I like to view it as she didnt leave us, she's just making sure our reservations are ready for when we come up or cross over or whatever happens to us. I went and visited her for the last time for Christmas, and she barely remembered me..But I know she is in a better place and that she remembers me from the first moment she saw me.